How Life has felt recently.

I'm sorry that I'm such a burden. I'm sorry that I'm always hurting. I promise I'll stop reaching out if that's what you want. You don't have to hear from me again. I'm sorry that I couldn't be good enough. I've tried but I'm dealing with my personal stuff. I promise I'll leave you alone and I'll learn how to do this all on my own. I feel like I'm a waste of space. I could be easily replaced. People only stick around for pity. I'd be doing all of you a favour if I went away. What if I left and never came back? Would anyone call and ask where I'm at? I know it's wrong to think those things but when I'm no one's first choice, how can I feel like that?