Boredom/ Loneliness.

Looking for something to occupy my time as the day goes by isn't working. I'm socially isolated and stuck in my own thoughts all the time. All of this negative thoughts makes me depressed and anxious all the time. I struggle with social anxiety and loneliness. Not being able to be close to people and enjoy activities together impedes my growth out of this depressive state so I'm still trying to search for other ways to communicate with people now while staying safe indoor.

I know life will eventually open up for me and I will be able to paint whatever I want for my future. I have the patience to wait for the green light allowing it to happen, but still struggling with how to spend days in between and maintain health in body and mind.

To those who are reading this (if any), I hope you're all in good spirits and health and are finding creative and constructive ideas to spend your time during this circuit breaker period.

T. <3